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Name: Rai
Interests: Hmm Training, Building up my armies, ..o and Money! Wut? u mean in real life? i-i'll..get bak to u on dat one..
Expertise: Owning ><, Trying to learn how to draw manga, Doujinshis, hmm... and I'm also a fast learner surprisingly enuf
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: tlui_latuwolf@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  rai_wolf
Member Since:
6/16/2004
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| How long since my last post? Almost exactly 2 years it would seem; I've read my past posts and realized how horrid my writing was...
I suppose I should be glad my writing has improved immensely within these 2 years.
I'm... finally in grade 12,
unsure whether to look forward to graduating or dreading it. It's one of those things in life that make you contemplate severely on what to do. I dread the rush in finding universities and getting into a good school and such. I feel that if I want to play around, now would be a good time; I might never have a chance to really have fun again.
Despite my two years absence, I really can't find anything to talk about. Tests and school projects do not seem important to me if I compare to my SAT test. In order to improve my writing and such I've started writing fanfiction; the wonders of actually practicing. My writing now is the result of a few days practice; I've stopped however, and it isn't because of writer's block. I just can't seem to find the time to continue and because of that many weeks have gone by since I've last touched the story.
I realized the reason I even bothered to blog again after so long is because I am sick at the moment. I believe in my last post I was sick as well. This also explains for my lack of topics and how blank my current state of mind is in.
Since last year, I have thought up a story line and ideas for a game I plan to make. Once I become a game designer, that idea will be my first priority to make real. I've just recently thought of the battle system as well. RPG's are my absolute favourites, so my first game will be an action RPG, hopefully I get good reviews on it... I am thinking much to far ahead though; I realize this, but obviously people think of the positive future rather than the obsticles that will get in the way of that future.
I'm rambling and oh look... medicine. Wait, let me drink this first...
Geez!! Gah..... bitter... ugh, and there's so much of it too...
In any case, I found a new anime after having nothing to watch for 6 months; it's called Natsume Yuujinchou
It's fairly good, I found that it was realisitic in a surreal sort of way 
Well, I'm unsure how to describe it, but basicly the main character can see spirits whereas nobody else can. Due to that he goes through a lot of pain because of these spirits...
... yeah okay, I'm horrible at explaining, but it is pretty good and I recommend it to people that don't care much for action or romance. I'm unsure what genre it catagories in, but I'm pretty sure it's not a shounen or shoujo...
I finally figured out how to work photoshop, after so long... It's frustrating, how I'm going to be a game designer but I do not own a tablet. I used to draw with my mouse but my current mouse moves pretty choppily. My drawings have improved, good thing too, because looking back on my past drawings I see how bad I was before. Although, it's unsure whether I'm really that much better than my past self.
I took IB last year and stopped this year. My parents finally realized that I'm too stupid for that program, a little late though, since my grade 11 year was my important year. Can't help it now I guess... the year has already gone by, might as well make the best of what I can now.
I'm normally not optimistic or positive for that matter, but I feel that dwelling on things that have already happened really doesn't help the present much.
Right now though, my Art class is my hardest class, which I find hilariously ironic. I guess I got used to the all-nighters IB seemed to induce, and the stress from projects as well since teachers marked hard. Normal classes really feel like free blocks to me, and I'm wondering if it's going to stay that way.
I feel old.... I probably sound old writing like this as well... I don't think I'm gong to continue on this subject  , okay next...
You know what's sad? The fact that I have a car but I can't drive it because I haven't taken my drivers test yet...
It's a pretty good car and all, but I don't really want to drive, although I'm aware that I'm going to have to sooner or later... It's a used car, and I really didn't expect much, but I think my parents expected too much, they are beginning to find the little flaws here and there as they drive my car. Oh well, if I leave it alone for a year it'll turn rusty anyway.
Haha, this post has become fairly long... but I know I'm capable of writing longer since in my fanfiction, each chapter has at least this amount of words. Should I post the link to my story? I guess I should, for my own future reference rather than for anybody else.
http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=16961.0
Hmmm, well I think I'm tired, so I'm going to stop here, I may post again, depending on my mood but I wouldn't count on it considering my past records of the time between posts. I'm considering on updating my story though... and that is something I want to do, so I won't stop. I really should start it up soon though, who knows if I'm going to become busy later on.
Well, I'm ending this post with a song that I have taken interest in, I don't know why, but it caught my attention immediatly when it was played on the radioshow I was listening to
Romance sung by Morning Musume
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| Im apoligizing a lot these days... ah..either way, how have u guys been? [speaks to wall] lol i guess im doing...okay... >__> im doing pretty bad in anything that requires a brain so.. u noe im dieing in all my subjects other den Art XD
[gotta love Art..]
hmmm duno if i should make this short.. altho me juz saying this is making this longer o.o"
haah..saying its a new school year would be a little late... considering winter break is almost here, lol one more week ^^;
i missed school for a couple of days [i swear.. thats the most school days ive EVER missed in a year..] because my stomach was acting up... T___T and the reason was cuz i ate some realli delicious [but uber spicy ::gets shot for saying uber:: ] noodles.. and when i went to school [dammit.. i missed art.. T__T] i couldnt handle the pain from my stomach so i was sent home [sobs in corner] and so far.. [rite now its sunday 2:40] i havent been allowed to eat anything with oil, spice, or anything cold... so techinically.. EVERYTHING >______> WHY ME!!!!
[punches own stomach but causes more pain instead] <---i realli did that u noe.. its stupid i know.. but i was frustrated.. amazingly enough.. i havent been playing a lot of games... and i noe this is old news but i already finished TOS after 80 hours of playing it... [lol 2 Gamecube disks... dat says a lot rite dere..] so ive been having slight game withdrawals.. im VERY dangerous in these times.. especially with ppl walking around with PSP's and crap...... it makes me wanna rip dem out of their hands ^^; bite them so they can never play again and run away fast...while playing.. LOL im juz that desperate for games yes im having fun with italics and bold letterings... >__> actually..in all honesty.. im not drawing as much as i used to.. its very scary for me actually..cuz if i dont draw i feel as if im kinda.. lost.. like i dont realli know wut to do from that point onwards...
its actually hard to explain but ive been wanting to be a game designer ever since i was small [amazingly enough.. i never changed my mind o.o" damn i was stubborn..]
and if i don want to be one anymore den.. ill feel as tho everything ive done up to that point would be ..well.. pointless but actually today.. [well, saturday night..] i drew a picture and i made it kinda wallpaper-ish.. if i have the time ill color it and den put it as my wallpaper for Xanga my guitar-ing is still the same as ever..but speed and accuracy might be improving juz a bit.. nevertheless, i suppose ive had some improvement, plus i can make guitar tabletures and convert them into piano sheet music XD
tho..i find it better if it was the other way around.. but den again..piano is harder o.o" BTW, my comp broke down in summer.. [wow, NOW i realize how long its been since my last post..] ive lost the game i made and the stories ive written..but im not all that upset, ill juz create a better version of both.. and thus; I introduce the new story I've thought up on Friday, the Title is unknown [im never good at those...] but i can tell u an outline of it though ^^; The story starts out with an introduction of how the world works; everyone there is naturally born with an element of some type;
Earth, Water, Fire, Thunder, Wind
Out of these five elements, Earth is the strongest, and the story depicts the future of the worlds economic structure as the four other elements; Fire, Water, Thunder, and Wind team up to overthrow the leader, and claim their power far more superior. yea.. im not sure how that sounded since im starting to feel drowsy.. but hopefully it'll make u wanna read it, cuz im gonna host the first chapter if i manage to finish it on the weekend. too bad Fanfiction.net only allows fanfiction XD or else i'd let dem host it instead. kk im gonna go.. sleep.. dammit im hungry.. arg.. o well ill juz sleep it off ^^; well hopefully the next time i post wont be in 2007
~Dark Rai [lmao! Jess..ur such a loser commenting on here repeatedly XD but thx anyways.. it motivated me somewut to post] | | |
| sry sry.. i didnt update in awhile now...
anyways, ITS SPRING BREAK!!! although..not to break everyones happiness i think its realli short...o and wut sucks is dat i have hw..nevertheless CELEBRATE!!
gah..yesterday (fri) i used like 40 bucks...round 20 for dinner, round 5 for karoke, 3 for bubble tea, and the rest on the arcade (soo not wasted..)
er...drinking too much coconut is unhealthy rite? o shoot... XD
don mind me, im actually juz randomly saying wuts on my mind.. o yea and deres still no working NDS emulators out yet..cant download any of the NDS games >__>
lol Kaitou is searching for the star ocean manga she told me bout..but i think she got off track..well sooner or later she'll find it..
lol i have a webcam...sumwhere...o crap i think i lost it...either dat or it dropped into the whole mess of wires under the table... o.o"
ok this might be a long post cuz of all the spacing..but deres actually nothing of importance to say......... -.-"
Downloaded a lot of Ayu songs.. yes im still obsessed... and the song Surreal converted me to a big fan XD (technically it was the PV but meh..)
ah..Saku was sick for a week..now shes alrite..juz wanted to add dat..o and also she made a new site which ill post up here for u guys to visit um..later... *doesnt remember*
aaaah...i was gonna say sumtin but i fergot..o yea! Naruto is almost out of filler ep mode..yay~ oo but unfortunatly Bleach is gonna be going through the same 22 weeks of fillers now...crap >__> does anybody watch those 2 anymore? i seriously think the fillers killed everyone off XD
hmm before i liked Van-chan and Katchan and i thought dat it would be awesome if dey got into the same band but...now i like Ayu and u cant have 2 singers in a-..........nvm X___________X"
wuts ironic is dat Dai used to write songs for Ayumi and well...he used to be the brain in Do As Infinity until dey disbanded..and on deir anniversery too.. um anyways.. Dai i think is probly a genious, although its easy to hear his style by listening to some of Ayu's older songs and listening to D.A.I songs (soo guitary XD)
ah...Kaitou cant find it but she sent me the link for the cover of the manga -.-" geh... o well...its not dat big of a deal ^^;
OOOO O YEA!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE I ALMOST FERGOT!! ^^; im watching this new series called KASHIMASHI ^^~ i don recommend it to girls or homophobics tho lol
deres 7 eps so far and waiting for the series to be tranlated is a drag.. oo but the 7th ep needs like a special codec so i didnt burn dat ep..i think im gonna wait for the regular .avi ones..
hey does anybody have a Warcraft III: Frozen Throne Expansion dat i can borrow? i juz need to install it *has WCIII already..* and download a no-cd crack and im done >__> and wit it i can play
T___T this is the gonna be the end of this fairly long post..sry for not having anything exciting to say but i tried making it exciting wit updates on anime ^^;
~Dark Rai~ [oi..jess >___< how do i contact u now?] | | |
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ferget bout all dat moving in wit Gei and Gaku -__-" im moving to the U.S date is unknown but nevertheless... [cries in corner]
o well..ill say my goodbyes later, so how r u all? XD
im stressed over my english and my msn isnt working fer sum reason so i cant seem to ask bout the project wit my group members... dammit.. im not realli sure wut my role is so i need to ask >__<
i noe im supposed to draw but dats bout it...-.-" well ill juz continue to try to sign on
CCS [cardcaptor sakura] is hilarious XD and sry my bad...deres 3 SEASONS not 2 >__< i didnt fully read the thing.. but i have the 1st season and im gonna download 2 & 3 (together) at mininova o.o"
manga translations are getting slower and slower X__X damn...if i fully understood japanese i would translate instead of juz waiting..tho i would have to wait for the raws lol
PVs r soo hard to download nowadays >< but im trying anyways 
every friday i always go sumwhere after school...which has gotten into a habit now...oo yea;
GAKU!! when can me and Gei sleep over at ur place??
um...i think i might end it here.... no wait...does anyone noe where to find the action commands for all the characters in the game Guilty Gear XX? if u do plz post it here..for now ill juz post up the moves ive figured out wit my GBA version ^^;
A = H-Slash B = Kick L = Punch R = Slash > = Toward enemy < = Away
KY - KISKE [omg this guy rules ^^~]
- > + A = Pause Slash
- v - > - A = Big Blast
- > + B = Forward Kick
- v - > - B = Slide Slash
- v - < - B = Backward Jump Slash
- v - < - R = Small Blast
- [< - v - >]x2 - R = Upper Slash
- > + L = Elbow Hit
- (ive only seen 1 super attack but dat was cuz i went insane now i duno the buttons)
- POWER UP - [v - >]x2 - B = DESTROY
MILLIA RAGE [Gaku's Fav]
- > + B = Hair Stand
- > + A = Big Lash
- > + L = Flower Hair
- v - > - A = Small Ring
- v - < - A = Giant Bubble
- v - > - R = Big Ring
- v - < - B = Dodge Roll
- v - < - L = Sword Hair
- > + A = Hair Slash [must stand close to enemy]
- (im missing another attack but i cant seem to figure the buttons out..)
- [v - >] x2 = Ring Blast
- POWER UP - [< - v - >]x2 - A = DESTORY
CHIPP ZANUFF [My 2nd Fav XD]
- > + A = Slash
- > + A = Grab Slash [Must stand close to enemy]
- [v]x2 - A = Back Jump Teleport [teleports to back of enemy from anywhere]
- [< - v - >]x2 - A = Forward Image Charge
- > + B = Forward Jump Kick
- [v]x2 - B = Back Teleport [teleports to back of enemy]
- v - < - B = Invisibility
- v - > - R = Flame Punch
- [v - >]x2 - R = Upper Punch
- [v]x2 - R = Retreat Teleport
- > + L = Double Punch
- [v]x2 - L = Forward Teleport
- v - > - L = Speed Slash
- [> - v - <]x2 - A = Slash Combo
- [v - >]x2 - B = Punch Combo
- (omg i duno the leaf slash >__< i can do it so well in the arcade..)
- POWER UP - [< - v - >]x3 - A = DESTROY
i think thats bout all im gonna do cuz well...trying to figure out the correct buttons is killing my fingers.. im doing these 3 for now cuz i like Ky and Chipp and i noe Gaku likes Millia but the thing is i duno who Gei likes...next time i feel like it ill put more up
O O O <--------- Arcade Buttons
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im assuming dat the buttons from left to right to bottom left to bottem right is;
A B R
L
for now, i gtg and do my english bye!
~Dark Rai~ [Whoa long post O.O"] | | |
| k so i was thinking dat;
when me, gei, and gaku get jobs, we will get an apartment and live our life dat way for awhile, paying off the loan from the bank and chipping in to pay for the apartment.
i have a gamecube (& n64, & super nintendo, & nintendo, & ps1.. -.-" but whatever..)
gaku has a ps2 (dats bout all i noe, i think he has more..)
and gei has a ps2, & n64 (and..dats bout all i know as well..)
so maybe we could sell the game systems not needed (by not needed i mean doubles) .. or not, ur choice
so...living in an apartment and gaming time is (i think) all well and good.. but we need other stuff..so u guys get here and help think up of more stuff..i realli wanna move out XD i don like living wit my parents.. also tell me wut game consoles u have XD i obviously have no idea ^^;
anyways..on to other stuff... i think i needed my glasses more den i thot..i felt desperate when i fergot to bring my glasses today..
btw.. i got glasses sumtime ago er... like last sat and im happy to be able to see everything and such.. and now i don need to copy other ppls notes anymore XD hurray~!
well ive been stressed over quite a lot of things.. such as how im gonna live life and how im gonna get to the job i want (game designer >_<)
ppl (who noe y im stressed) say i think too much and not a lot of ppl my age (14½) think of life as much as i do XD thing is tho.. ive been worried bout life ever since i was little..
so it makes me wonder if i was realli reincarnated but i died at the age of 20 or younger before and i felt realli worried bout wut job to get and didnt get in to the job i wanted and suicided and now wants to redo everything and make things right X___________X
either dat or im juz too stressed and im abnormally old..
well dats my thots for the day, and don worry im changing the music, and im planning on making a layout (once i learn how..) oo and ill also post up another one of my pictures when i get more inspiration..and also when i stop getting lazy and use the scanner T_______T;
~Dark Rai > Kizu Rai > Kioku Kizu~ [Gaku, u busi on mon.? Me & Gei wanna go sumwhere] | | |
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